I didn't mean to
I didn't have
I wasn't sure what I wanted
I didn't expect anything really
And maybe that's why
The phone call didn't have a point
No starting or ending
It just was what it was
And I enjoyed it
I enjoyed hearing your voice
Even through the occasional
Tears or uncomfortable
Silence
At least it wasn't silence
It was what it was
And it was simple and good enough
I almost didn't want it to end
But that would then be really unfair
Not everything is fair
But I was in a vulnerable place and
You were in my mind
Still
I don't wish I could take it all back
Everything happened for the reason that it did
And now what
Now we
Keep moving
Have you ever noticed how
Alcohol tastes worse with
Every sip?
My fish is jamming out
To the same vibrations of
Sound
As me
We're jammin' out together
In this weird world of
People who don't know how to
Communicate
Where
We hide
Behind white lies and
Unshared information
I swear
Unshared
Is a word
You love me
And you treat me so well
Are there for me for my ups
And downs
I heard somewhere that
Your second love is always better
It's an interesting thought to
Entertain
But your hands are like fire
Yet they never burn me
Rather envelope me in a warm love
I love you
The first time we kissed
I felt it through and with my whole body
The electricity
And synergy
The increased beating of the drum of my heart
My mind went blank
And all I could do
Was think of how you don't just steal my breath away
But you steal me away
Just wow
She makes me smile like a goof
And it makes me so happy
To be able to write those words
And actually smile like a goof
She makes me happy
I hope I make her happy too
I hope that she wants to message me at three in the morning
But hesitates because I might be asleep
But messages me anyways
I hope I answer at three thirty in the morning
And that she tried to stay up until then
Waiting to see
If I'll respond
I like liking her