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You don't know how I'm dark
Or how I really am inside
When the lights go down
Or even when the lights are on
But don't get registered
You don't know how
I can be fucking scary
Because who needs to live when
Blood streaming down your arms is
Just the same
Feeling of infinity
Playing life and death like a violin
These are words
That you do not know are in my vocabulary
That me laughing
Can mean more than one thing
Be careful
I mean
I'm ok
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Remembering You
I still occasionally break my own heart
Just so I can remember you
Just so I can think about you
Just so I can feel something
To do with you
I loved you so much
And a part of me will always hold
An unimaginable amount of love for you
And no matter what
The pain is always worth it
For you, everything is
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Conflicted, But Not Really
He wants to talk to me
After I had to make him
Or decide
Or do a damn thing about this
How do I know he's being honest
Acting out of his own desires
But he wants to see me
And talk in person
But honestly,
I don't want to
I don't feel good about it
I worked hard to cut him out
So my body could heal
But now I guess
I'm afraid of giving another
I'm tired of hurting myself
For the sake of doing better by
And for
My friends
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A Good Cry
Sometimes I wish I cried more
Sometimes it just feels like there's
Too much ocean in my lungs
Who needs butterflies when you have
A fish bowl full of mysterious sea creatures
Dancing away in my tummy
This must be the reason of why water calls me
Of why I daydream diving into a pool in order
To feel the calm of the wave when the wave
Is too big
Too strong
Too drowning, my lungs
Sometimes feel like they are drowning
Too much ends up going in
Forgetting to be released through salt water tears
My mother,
Once said that I said hold a cup under my eyes when I cry
So I can drink back my tears
Like a shot of reusable pain
But at least I wouldn't be thirsty
I always thought though,
Wouldn't the salt dry me out?
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You make me want to write poetry
Your soothing voice and
Magical strumming of various strings
Or the light pressing of a key
The key to my inspiration
You have been inspiring me without even knowing
Giving me hope to write a beauty
As beauty as yours
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Close Friends
When you and a friend get closer
And both confess feelings
Yet the relationship is
Not the smartest to say the least
Things can get complicated
Not to mention
How you agree not to be together
Rather just intimate friends
Feelings get stronger
If you think I don't know what to do
You're wrong
I know what I want
The question is
How un-smart can I handle myself being
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Sometimes there's a quiet moment
When it's too early for birds
And too late for insomniacs
That is when I feel peacefully alone
But there is a piece of peace in this
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Real Talk
Here's the issue of being a lesbian and going to a straight dance club with your straight best friend who's unique and attractive.
I love to dance and am dying to go to a club with edm music and deep house, etc etc. the thing is, I have nothing to wear that is in any shape or form somewhat attractive. I, am not someone who's attractive. I'm one of those- it's more the personality kinds of lesbians. I'm not a skinny thing, I don't wear make-up, I don't believe I'm conventionally pretty. And that's fine with me (most of the time), but going to a straight club where guys grind on girls, meaning my best friend is definitely able to get way too much dick, I feel awkward.  Not saying I want a guy to hit on me, but I'm basically the chimp next to the model, or at least I feel like that. So I get shy and uncomfortable. Now if I went to a lesbian club I wouldn't care as much because I'm gay, IF someone hits on me I won't feel disgusted (cause it's not a cis straight guy). And like the dres
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Hold your breath for a while
Just see what happens
Watch the world
Look around calmly
Can you find the air
The sustenance that you seek for
Every waking and sleeping moment
The invisible elixir that
You drink so greedily
Hold your breath
Feel the addiction burn your lungs
Feel the desire scream in your veins
Feel the need to breathe
To live
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She Said It Always Ends
A poet
Is singing beautiful words
Into my right ear
Telling me to find the light
My right, is supposed to be the right
Ear to listen with
Yet my left is much stronger
I don't know if I'm quite ready yet
To find the light
To get out of this slump
There's too much effort to be put in
And I am much too tired
Even from nothing
That's the deal with this depression
Where you're tired from absolutely nothing.
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5 Word Truth
I struggle with myself sometimes
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Danger Line
Fucking wired in
Listening to the melody
Of bounce and beat
Nothing needs to make sense
Fuck sensibility
Who needs to understand and give reason
Give thanks instead
To what?
Fuck I don't know right now
To trees for all I care
This is angst
But danger
This is typing too quickly on rant
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Screw Titles
Don't tell me what to do
Just listen
Listen to the beat of the words
That tumble out of my mouth
I am a waterfall
Constantly in motion
Constantly hitting rock at bottom
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Alcoholic Words
Love too freely in poems
Just say what you goddman mean
I suppose that I'm trying
Trying to live and love
Trying to not fuck up and make others happy
I want to be happy
Be a pen, write beautiful words like
Poets in the 18th century
Goddamn it I just want to feel
But not have to worry about limiting those feelings
Or feeling too much until I explode
I'm tired of being both whisper and explosion
Let me live
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Be A Poet
They say they want me to poet
But damn sometimes there's just too much noise
My insides get crowded
Always shoving each other around
It gets hard to breathe
To get words to even shimmy out of my mouth
My lungs get obstructed
My heart gets tongue tied
It isn't always so easy to say what's on my mind
Yet you want me to poet
To turn the sound of words into sexy serenades
Captivate your attention with syllables and similes
It's like I'm the editor of our environment
Taking the material and writing it out better
But damn that's draining
Soul sucking and tiring
I don't always have the ability to even turn the
Junk in my mind into sensible sentences
So why don't you go be the poet
Write me something nice
Tell me what you see when you look around
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I found a photo of you
Post broken heart
Post shattered being
I searched hard
To see you again
But when I did
It hurt all over again
But differently
And now I can't stop crying
Because I loved you so much
I miss you more than anything
There's this hole in me
Not just metaphorically but I can feel it
I can feel the wind blow through
Where you used to be
I'm still trying to come to terms with you being gone
And I feel so small
And sad
It still hurts so much
But as long as its hurting
I still remember you
How twisted but worth every second
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Hey lol
I am almost DAILY on dA! I usually just check my messages and fav stuff tho...
I just haven't been writing much?
You know when you just do want to talk?
But I'm taking a lot of photos and such, although I post to my instagram @etchedstreets if you want to check that out
I've been drawing too, a lot more actually
Maybe I'll upload those sometime, I think they're really cool, I even turned them into temporary tats :P

Anyways, I'm going to go clean my room before my mom chops my head off :P

Bye~! xo
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  • Reading: Rousseau's Discourse on Inequality
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Let me get the art sphiel out of the way
I LOVE DOODLING SKETCHING AND FINGER PAINTING! Oh and im a photographer! (not pro, just for fun)
I will usually take pictures of trees.... never ppl :P
now for the MUSIC shpiel!
I play CLARINET! (WOOOO) and I can play like the first three notes on a trumpet :3
I also love girls even if they can cause a lot of drama ;)
Apocalyptica, Sia, Lana Del Rey, P!nk, and My Chemical Romance are some of my all time favorite bands/singers
Now for the writing shpiel
I WRITE LOTS OF FREE VERSE POETRY.. like a lot guys... and I also write fiction! Well I try, and right now I'm succeeding so yay! :D
All in all

I'm a Whovian, Sherlockian, Lesbian, and poet who does Karate and play the Clarinet haha <3




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Pajunen Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for +fav
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: 3 i love your bio
Demon-Crazy Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2016  Student Writer
Aha thank you :)
MariiCreations93 Featured By Owner May 24, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday! :D
Demon-Crazy Featured By Owner May 27, 2016  Student Writer
Thank you!
MariiCreations93 Featured By Owner May 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!
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I sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back.
I asked, "why?"
The angel said, "angels don't watch over angels."
Twenty one angels are IN your world.
Ten of them are sleeping, Ten are playing, one is reading this message.
Send this to ten friends including me.
I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies someone you love will quietly surprise you.
Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says it's over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send this to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard c:
Fotogenia Featured By Owner Jan 25, 2016  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks a lot for your fav in "Nostalgia" ;)
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Thank you for the fav! :aww:
Demon-Crazy Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2015  Student Writer
no prob :)
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